What is the thing you most wish you were great at?
Moving on with things once they are done and finished. A few examples: Having a tough time accepting that a book series has ended (The Divergent Series, The Hunger Games Trilogy, Vampire Academy series), letting go of friends who have long ago let go of me (whether it be distance or life milestones separating us, each lost friendship becomes harder and harder to deal with), and finally, it has been well over a year since the ex-boy and I split and all communication ceased and I still struggle getting through each day without thinking of him. That last example is terrifying and liberating to admit all at the same time. I feel like such a failure that I cannot just "get over it and move on" like so many have suggested I do. And the fact that any attempt at conversation is outright ignored makes each attempt a fresh stab to my heart. And sure the logical thing to do is stop reaching out... and there in lies my dilemma.
Friday, April 18, 2014
Day Sixteen
What are your 5 greatest accomplishments?
1. Number one as to be graduating with my Bachelor's and Master's degrees from UT. It was hard-fought and well-won as I had to endure the major change and all that came with it (school related and otherwise). Switching majors was probably one of the most uncertain times of my life and I am so glad that I didn't hesitate and jumped straight in. I now have a career path that I love and I couldn't be happier!
2. It may be silly, but its on my mind currently so... I feel super accomplished when I can suprise my parents by doing things around the house without their request. While dad went to have surgery today, I cleaned and scrubbed many different areas of the house and felt so accomplished when mom mentioned how wonderful it was when she returned home. Its the little things....
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(Hmm, I don't know about the other three. This post may have to wait until so more milestones in my life occur....)
1. Number one as to be graduating with my Bachelor's and Master's degrees from UT. It was hard-fought and well-won as I had to endure the major change and all that came with it (school related and otherwise). Switching majors was probably one of the most uncertain times of my life and I am so glad that I didn't hesitate and jumped straight in. I now have a career path that I love and I couldn't be happier!
2. It may be silly, but its on my mind currently so... I feel super accomplished when I can suprise my parents by doing things around the house without their request. While dad went to have surgery today, I cleaned and scrubbed many different areas of the house and felt so accomplished when mom mentioned how wonderful it was when she returned home. Its the little things....
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(Hmm, I don't know about the other three. This post may have to wait until so more milestones in my life occur....)
Day Fifteen
If you were an animal, what would you be and why?
If my imminent future of being a Crazy Cat Lady (CCL) has anything influence in my life at all it is this, that if I were an animal I am sure I would be a cat. They are fluffy and adorable and don't take crap from anyone. They are the epitome of indifference, and when you go from extreme emotion to extreme emotion like I do, indifference would be a welcome reprieve. Plus they get to sleep most of the day and never wake up looking completely ridiculous, just more fluffy adorable!
If my imminent future of being a Crazy Cat Lady (CCL) has anything influence in my life at all it is this, that if I were an animal I am sure I would be a cat. They are fluffy and adorable and don't take crap from anyone. They are the epitome of indifference, and when you go from extreme emotion to extreme emotion like I do, indifference would be a welcome reprieve. Plus they get to sleep most of the day and never wake up looking completely ridiculous, just more fluffy adorable!
Day Fourteen
Describe 5 strengths you have.
1. I appreciate the simple things in life. It doesn't take a grand gesture to knock my socks off, though I would be sure to swoon! A heartfelt compliment or some simple flowers and I'd be a puddle. The same can be said of my professional career. I don't need big awards or extra incentives, just genuine appreciation for what I am doing is enough for me.
2. In my opinion anyway, I think humor is one of my strengths. I try to make sure that others around me find joy in spending time with me. Nothing is better than helping someone find laughter through tears.
3. I also believe that I am a good listener. While I do talk frequently, I know when someone needs me to lend them my ear. And I will dispense advice when solicited. I believe I have an aptitude for connecting with people.
4. In building a quick connection with people, I am also empathetic/sympathetic. I do my best to look for the good in people and in doing so it is easy to offer up my reflections on similar experiences or offer my beliefs in connection with a situation I may not have experienced on my own.
5. I have recently be told that I am persistent. While most of the time I suspect others may find this a negative aspect of my personality, I can see the positive in it. I will work to get things done, and will not a little bump in the road deter me from the means to the end of a project!
1. I appreciate the simple things in life. It doesn't take a grand gesture to knock my socks off, though I would be sure to swoon! A heartfelt compliment or some simple flowers and I'd be a puddle. The same can be said of my professional career. I don't need big awards or extra incentives, just genuine appreciation for what I am doing is enough for me.
2. In my opinion anyway, I think humor is one of my strengths. I try to make sure that others around me find joy in spending time with me. Nothing is better than helping someone find laughter through tears.
3. I also believe that I am a good listener. While I do talk frequently, I know when someone needs me to lend them my ear. And I will dispense advice when solicited. I believe I have an aptitude for connecting with people.
4. In building a quick connection with people, I am also empathetic/sympathetic. I do my best to look for the good in people and in doing so it is easy to offer up my reflections on similar experiences or offer my beliefs in connection with a situation I may not have experienced on my own.
5. I have recently be told that I am persistent. While most of the time I suspect others may find this a negative aspect of my personality, I can see the positive in it. I will work to get things done, and will not a little bump in the road deter me from the means to the end of a project!
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Day Thirteen
Describe 5 weaknesses you have.
1. I give in fairly easily when someone is insistent with me. When they do not let up I either get tired or nervous that their opinion of me may change, so I give in.
2. I have a hard time saying no to most people.
3. I am still, even at the age of 25, completely boy crazy. It has morphed into a whole new level with age, as now it is the whole "I'm going to end up alone with 30 cats" level that apparently mid 20 something ladies still face even today.
4. I am too trusting. Instead of people earning my trust as I get to know them, I have a tendency to give 100% right up front. This has backfired many times.
5. For one lighthearted one, I cannot resist talking with random babies. They are absolutely adorable and I find myself always smiling and talking with them, no matter where I am.
1. I give in fairly easily when someone is insistent with me. When they do not let up I either get tired or nervous that their opinion of me may change, so I give in.
2. I have a hard time saying no to most people.
3. I am still, even at the age of 25, completely boy crazy. It has morphed into a whole new level with age, as now it is the whole "I'm going to end up alone with 30 cats" level that apparently mid 20 something ladies still face even today.
4. I am too trusting. Instead of people earning my trust as I get to know them, I have a tendency to give 100% right up front. This has backfired many times.
5. For one lighthearted one, I cannot resist talking with random babies. They are absolutely adorable and I find myself always smiling and talking with them, no matter where I am.
Day Twelve
Describe a typical day in your life.
Hmm, this is an interesting one. However, I fear my life is not as interesting as the potential this question holds.
One a typical day, I wake up around 7 or 8 AM. My morning usually consists of prepping for the day ahead. Though my parents might disagree, I do try to do some type of housework in the morning. Then I get ready for work.
Work is fun. I arrive at the beginning of my children's nap time, so I start my day putting babies to sleep. Once everyone is asleep my co-teacher and I are able to clean up from lunch and get a little quiet time. A few of our babies always wake up early, and when this happens we play the "play as quietly as we can" game so that we don't wake the others up. When everyone is up we have play time! Play time is followed by the afternoon snack and more cleaning. After the room is clean, we take the babies for a walk. We get to interact with the other children from other classes and it gives our children a chance to spend some time outside. After our walk we come back a play until it is time for the final cleaning up of the classroom and leaving time.
After work I head home. Once home, I help Dad in preparing dinner. My evening consists of dinner, planning for work, and usually reading or listening to music to decompress. And then sleep of course.
Hmm, this is an interesting one. However, I fear my life is not as interesting as the potential this question holds.
One a typical day, I wake up around 7 or 8 AM. My morning usually consists of prepping for the day ahead. Though my parents might disagree, I do try to do some type of housework in the morning. Then I get ready for work.
Work is fun. I arrive at the beginning of my children's nap time, so I start my day putting babies to sleep. Once everyone is asleep my co-teacher and I are able to clean up from lunch and get a little quiet time. A few of our babies always wake up early, and when this happens we play the "play as quietly as we can" game so that we don't wake the others up. When everyone is up we have play time! Play time is followed by the afternoon snack and more cleaning. After the room is clean, we take the babies for a walk. We get to interact with the other children from other classes and it gives our children a chance to spend some time outside. After our walk we come back a play until it is time for the final cleaning up of the classroom and leaving time.
After work I head home. Once home, I help Dad in preparing dinner. My evening consists of dinner, planning for work, and usually reading or listening to music to decompress. And then sleep of course.
Day Eleven
Describe 10 pet peeves you have.
1. Leggings being worn as pants! Leggings are NOT pants! Stop it!
2. Inconsiderate drivers are pretty annoying. You are not the only person on the road!
3. Its annoying that I can never find pants in the right length. Petite pants are too short and the average is too long. Can anyone else relate?
4. I wish Pandora didn't force me to listen to so many commercials. I just want to listen to the music!
5. My cat and her ability to locate my pile of clean clothes, no matter where they are, and use them as a bed.
6. When a restaurant neglects their soda and it runs out of syrup. I don't know many people that are a fan of flat coke.
7. That I am nowhere near as creative as I wish I could be or even try to be. My projects never come out quite right.
8. I find it annoyingly fascinating just how much personal information people choose to share on Facebook about their life. I could care less most of the time, yet I cannot seem to stop reading about it all.
9. Politics. Nothing specific really, I am just not a fan of hearing anything politically related most of the time. I find it so tiresome.
10. When I am talking with someone and all of a sudden they don't respond for an extended period of time. Where did you go? We were just conversing!
1. Leggings being worn as pants! Leggings are NOT pants! Stop it!
2. Inconsiderate drivers are pretty annoying. You are not the only person on the road!
3. Its annoying that I can never find pants in the right length. Petite pants are too short and the average is too long. Can anyone else relate?
4. I wish Pandora didn't force me to listen to so many commercials. I just want to listen to the music!
5. My cat and her ability to locate my pile of clean clothes, no matter where they are, and use them as a bed.
6. When a restaurant neglects their soda and it runs out of syrup. I don't know many people that are a fan of flat coke.
7. That I am nowhere near as creative as I wish I could be or even try to be. My projects never come out quite right.
8. I find it annoyingly fascinating just how much personal information people choose to share on Facebook about their life. I could care less most of the time, yet I cannot seem to stop reading about it all.
9. Politics. Nothing specific really, I am just not a fan of hearing anything politically related most of the time. I find it so tiresome.
10. When I am talking with someone and all of a sudden they don't respond for an extended period of time. Where did you go? We were just conversing!
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